[quote=John McClane]Sedai: I listened to [i]The Gathering[/i] and all I have to say is wow. :yup:[/quote]

[quote=christine][quote=ash_is_the_gal]

oh, god.  everything sucks today.

sorry for bringing the shoutbox down a bit.  i'm sick of things happening and keeping them inside, though.  i never vent my shit.  i don't know why... i'm too scared, i think.  but i'm so sick of this.  i needed to vent somewhere where i knew people would read it.

i just feel so deflated at the moment, and i hate this feeling.

sorry.  more venting.  i know its not doing me any good, yet i still felt the need, jesus.[/quote]

that's the good thing about the internet that you can vent and not piss off people cos you don't know them in real life, and yet there are lots of caring people out there who are willing to listen and I'm sure there are lots here too.

Have a hug from me {}[/quote]

[quote=John McClane][quote=Sir Toose]I don't think you've ever said that to me before ;D[/quote]Haha, I don't even really recall ever disagreeing with you, but I'll talk your word for it. ;)

I'm of the opinion that life evens out and you have to have a crap experience to have a good one. But hey, that's just me! :)[/quote]

[quote=ash_is_the_gal][quote=John McClane]That's a lot of what ifs. I didn't know anyone could think of that many what ifs and not explode.[/quote]

now you see my dilemma![/quote]

[quote=Sir Toose][quote=John McClane] But seriously, Sir Toose is right.[/quote]

I don't think you've ever said that to me before ;D[/quote]

[quote=John McClane]That's a lot of what ifs. I didn't know anyone could think of that many what ifs and not explode. But seriously, Sir Toose is right.[/quote]

[quote=Sir Toose]What if none of the problems that anyone has can be solved? What if no one has any idea how to fix anything because they're not really supposed to be fixed?  

I am available via PM as well if you wish. I won't be able to solve anything for you but I'm old and been through oceans of sh*t.  :)[/quote]

[quote=ash_is_the_gal][quote=Sir Toose]I hope you feel better too. The thing with problems is that they are always temporary, one way or another and they always resolve themselves eventually. Venting probably is helpful though because it helps to put things into perspective.[/quote]

what if its a recurring problem?  what if i'm scared that i'm losing my mind?  what if all of it is just something that i never got over?  what if i have no idea how to fix anything?  what if i don't know where this is coming from?  what if i end up pushing every single person i know away from me?

:([/quote]

[quote=Sir Toose]I hope you feel better too. The thing with problems is that they are always temporary, one way or another and they always resolve themselves eventually. Venting probably is helpful though because it helps to put things into perspective.[/quote]

[quote=ash_is_the_gal][quote=John McClane]I hope you feel better, ash. :)[/quote]

<3[/quote]

[quote=John McClane]I hope you feel better, ash. :)[/quote]