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thank you everyone! i had a nice birthday... my sister and step brother took me out for dinner and drinks and then we went back to my sisters and watched Full Metal Jacket. weeeeeeee. i drank too much though, and passed out not even halfway through it... i was going to post the horrible picture my step brother captured of me in blissful repose but i have decided it is far too hideous.
in any case...
Sammy... thanks for the well wishes... it is always nice to be remembered when you think you are forgotten. i dont usually forget people unless i am protecting myself in some way or another... or i am just plain bored. seriously though, thanks, cause it was noted and appreciated.
nebbs... you are such a gem! i always appreciate your words of kindness, your smiles and your never faltering attitude. thank you!!
Tatty... im sorry for neglecting our PM party! i have no good excuse for it, except i just got lazy. i am sorry! you still wished me a happy day though and you could have snubbed me like i did to the message. ill hit you up and badger you with meaningless questions sometime in the near future... you pepper-and-cigar smelling fogey.
Caity... hey you little shedevil, you don't fool me. you are incredibely inciteful and have always been helpful. i appreciate your open mind and heart for Ash. i hope you've been doing well these past few weeks. i miss my Caity words!
karen... every time i see your posts i imagine this cute little woman, cause thats your energy! thanks though. i know our birthdays are pretty close together.
Sarah... i can always count on you to remember me! you little dear... thanks for accepting my diseased comments and artistic intentioned bacterial mess. no one could have done so as gracefully. thanks...
jrs... so im the newbie and you're the regular but i feel like i have barely seen you due to your absence! thanks.
Blister.... ahhh.... i owe you a PM. or you owe me one. we owe each other a conversation or have you forgotten? thanks...
Destiny... i am so glad you finally put up that freaking movie list. i told you i would fail it miserably, but i guess that means i have a life or something? hardly... but im sure you did so purposefully all to make me feel better. thank you for thinking of me and you called me pretty once, and that stuck with me. i am so conceited. but thanks!
Joel... we PMed once, didn't we? did i neglect you? i am sorry. you always go out of your way to be nice to me and i guess i don't really deserve it. i had a nice day, i didn't focus on anything too much, not too much at all... my mind drifts... gently down the stream of consciousness.
Annie... thanks so much, promise me we'll both try to always hear the other out (and i am sorry i never did that Bette Davis thing... i couldn't take the embarresment... everyone here knows i am a faker movie buff).
Ophelia... thank you for being such a good friend to Ash. for the pick me ups, the glittery envelopes, the laughter so hard all you hear is a voice choking for breath. for challenging my manly balls with a pair of your own. for understanding me so naturally and throwing smiles my way. for putting up with my testy mother and grandmother! ...twenty minutes of dead silence and it is okay, because we are lemon and cherry muffins... poking at me for not being original enough to think up my own goodbye words... im comin' your way, ill take my first ever shot with you, (please don't take advantage!)... and i hope i am allowed to use your blowdryer if i don't find one of those stupid little converter thingys in time. a slap fest, right? how does it go? i think i'd smack you for forcing me to intake black pudding to fill my tummy before Poker. halfway there... halfway there... thank you. (now wheres my present biatch?)