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Humm, i never got betrayed, because i never trusted anyone, trust not in the "landing money" kind of sense, but in the sense of giving a part of yourself that can hurt you back, and sometimes it hurts more than just you, it hurts the people you love the most, your children's, some people can't live with that, so they stick with marriages for the sake of others, and that's the beginning of my at most respect for women's, they are the warriors of this world. I believe many people marry for all the wrong reasons, because there's nothing else to do, and they should do it, but they shouldn't go totally blinded by love, because i think love is like a great fog, it goes away in the first light of they day, the first light of reality, of characteristics you see as defects, once you get to know something it's not longer the same thing, that's the same in viewing the world true the intellect, once you see something and you try to intelectualize it, it's not longer the thing you saw. People that think tend to be suspicious of humans beings when they see them from a short distance, people that think tend to dislike humans beings when they them from a medium distance, if you see them from a far distance you don't even care about them anymore, what they do is just what they do, it's their nature and it's perfect. I used to be very insecure about a lot of things, i thought it was just me, as time went by i saw that everyone is insecure, sometimes a worse kind of insecurity, a insecurity so highly concealed in futility and conventions that it fells like security to them, they just don't ask the right questions, and they shouldn't. Don't get me wrong, i don't hate people, i love them, i think we are a magnificent imaginative specie, but if i didn't had the quiet shapes of nature i would quit the game.