Originally Posted by John McClane
I'd be interested to see if he still feels the same way now.
I hope there is a God. I really do. Sometimes, I actually do believe in one. I used to feel a lot stronger in my belief of God.
There was a surprising "synchronicity" on August 6th in my life that definitely turned the tables on the whole atheist thing. I've always been interested in synchronicities, but they were getting rarer and rarer.
I'll be honest ~ this whole "fabulous atheist" thing was basically started in anger at the guy who dumped me. However, I did really feel like an atheist the day I made this thread. But, I had been plotting in my head - when I suspected he wasn't that into me - to tell this church boy that he made an atheist out of me, just because I thought it might f**k with his head (I know, I'm terrible at revenge). I said nothing when we actually spoke on the phone and he said it was over between us - but the next day, I came here, made this thread, changed my religion to "atheist" on Facebook (for him to see), etc.
I just... I can't deal talking about God and religion with everyone, especially firm believers in heaven / hell / Satan / Jesus / that kind of thing. I don't know what's out there. I don't know what comes after, if anything. I am open minded to the possibility of it being something unexpected. Because there are so many cultures in the world -- and also, because there are so many PLANETS in the universe -- billions and billions, undiscovered -- Jesus probably isn't everywhere. Beliefs must be different all over. I think that Christianity is okay if you wanna believe in it, but I personally feel limited by that stuff.
I don't fear hell. I don't think about the possibility of going to hell. I'm certainly not ever going to believe that you go to hell by being gay. But I'm open to the possibility of darkness and evil spirits, or whatever it is.
Yet at the same time, I'm confused because a lot of simple things on Earth can seem "evil". Is murder always evil? What if it's done to have food to eat, as with animals? There are other examples - I just can't think of them all now.
I fear that when I die, everything's over, forever. That's my greatest fear. All I can really say is that I'm hopeful that it isn't true. Although, the afterworld better be a hell of a lot better than life. When Yoda and I are dead, and we both make it to heaven, and he makes a Movie Forums up there, there better not be any need for me to remake "The MoFo Support Group".
My idea of heaven is Nebbit gets the biggest pair of boobs instead of wings.