Oh, you're fine, Swan. I think I may have said this before (or maybe it's a new idea?) -- but, if you ever have another schizophrenia attack, just come here. I'll make ya a thread (or you can make it) -- Swan's Schizophrenia Commentaries -- and you can just ramble and delude yourself as much as you need to in there. No one will shame you (here, at least). And you'll get rep.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!