Originally Posted by Equilibrium
Just got off the phone with an old ex-girlfriend, the very first one actually.
She told me to send this text to this girl "Don't contact me anymore, I'm stepping away from whatever the hell you want to call this. Take care of yourself."
I'm afraid this will end everything though. Close the doors to everything. But the ex said its the only way to make an active and aggressive approach to this.
Isn't it funny how an ex can (unfortunately, usually after the relationship ends) know exactly what you need and what was good for you. The irony astounds me, often.
There is only one person I have dated that I have had little or no contact with since breaking up with them. I have always had female friends, some beginning with attraction, others just platonic, but I always find myself being tugged into a lifelong friendship with a woman rather than a man, not really pertinent, but interesting.
I don't think the message needs to be that terse, but I do agree that you should be the one to formally move on. I remember a relationship I had in college she was this beautiful blonde (an exception for me) athletic young woman from upstate New York (you may be able to see where this is going, remember it was the early 90's before couples of mixed
ancestry were widely accepted) we both brought a lot of baggage into the relationship, and the fact that her father (who I later found out was abusive) not approving of me didn't help. We did the very same dance you and yours did, and it nearly killed me. It was the very first real and serious relationship for me besides one other that lasted only a short while, we had amazing sex, shared so much music and book-wise (both English majors) and had the most heated arguments I have ever had with anyone save my current partner.
The relationship was very intense, all my relationships are. And I rarely close the door to friendship afterwards (something that is haunting me currently with the one I mentioned briefly before the blonde). But in this case, I have no need to contact her, we were better off as friends who think of each other occasionally than casual acquaintances. I got one letter from her about 15 years ago to which I never replied, I was just done.
You can't put love in a box. Can't contain it, it doesn't work that way. Sometimes as in this case, distance and time will not heal, but it will transform the experience into a learning one. Have faith (and I never use that word lightly) in the fact that you did the right thing and saved your heart in the process, even if it is broken, it can heal over time.