eMilee's Creative Thread

Need to come back to us so I can give you big

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Health is the greatest gift, contentment the greatest wealth, faithfulness the best relationship.
Buddha

Finally found this thread....I've been putting my writings on FB but this place I can hide better..

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To those who knew me before bitterness settled in my heart turning it black,
I raise a toast up with the hope I will return better than before.
I have doubts that weigh me down.. I may look strong.
Got everybody fooled mostly myself..
I'm done trying.. I'm moving thru life with heavy steps and even more weighted burdens.

Just tell me I will survive

You'll survive.

Just gonna sit here and watch my life fall into pieces,
There is no fight in me left to give.
I let go of all my tears and watch my soul die a little more and more every day

Breathe in my sadness and turn my world turn black
its cold here but i welcome the bitterness in my life again
nobody left on this playground to swing my troubles away with....

taste the blood from my soul and watch me give up..........

Don't give up! X

Tears will fall,
Sadness will pervail.
I can't prepare myself for what is to become.
For once, I admit readily I'm scared.
I'm facing my fears on my own terms...
Denial until I have answers to my endless questions.
Only way my black heart will survive...