What are you doing at this very moment?

Getting ready to watch The Groove Tube.

"studying" for my English final tomorrow

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I am moved by fancies that are curled
Around these images, and cling:
The notion of some infinitely gentle
Infinitely suffering thing.
T.S Eliot, "Preludes"

Trying to figure out why I am awake...

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It might not be the right medication for you but don't give up on it, as i remember you weren't better before you went on it you had a breakdown. When you get one that suits you will feel better, all medication can have side effects, not just medication for emotional illness, so hang in there.

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Health is the greatest gift, contentment the greatest wealth, faithfulness the best relationship.
Buddha

i agree with all the smart stuff nebbit said. and don't be afraid to take me up on my offer Monkeypunch.

Ok well right now I am studying for my final that I am supposed to take in 7 hours....

Yeah, but I am royally sick of feeling nauseous and having mood swings that are worse than any I had BEFORE taking it. I'm going back to the Dr. soon, though. My friend Brian says maybe i should try Zoloft. It worked for him and didn't have the same side effects as I am feeling now. I am really wary of any medications right now, because i have felt sick and miserable for two weeks since I started, and it feels like my brain has been put in a blender.

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"You, me, everyone...we are all made of star stuff." - Neil Degrasse Tyson

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I don't suggest that you continue with a medication that is making you more ill, mostly any side effects wear off after a week, which hasn't happened with you. Try what ever the Dr says and keep an open mine, it isn't the tabs that are giving you the mood swings, they are not working, it is the depression causing the mood swings and making you feel miserable, also remember that it takes anywhere from 4 to 6 weeks to feel the full effects of the medication.

I'm sitting at school taking a break for about an hour, and then it's off to class.

Sitting and on MoFo, trying not to pay attention to my side/rib.

Grooving to some Pearl Jam, and admiring my mighty Freddy Vs. Jason poster.

licking my wounds- i think i might have broken one of my toes

becoming weak. I need rest

Right now, I want to die. Life sucks.

Don't say that, life may suck, but there are people here who care for you, at least you don't suck.

Actually life does suck........but..........it is also an amazing gift that can make you appreciate the good times: looking at your children when they sleep, watching other people smile, it is the simple things that make my life worthwhile, the rest of the stuff is in the way. I myself suffer from bouts of depression, granted I have no idea what has made you hate life because I am not in your shoes. I do know however that it will get better. "this too shall pass" so to speak. Good luck to you, keep your mind clear of bad thoughts and if nothing else ; take a bananna and chew it up, then spit it out on someones shoes and say "Ughhhhh I knew I shouldnt have eaten those cow brains!"

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“The gladdest moment in human life, methinks, is a departure into unknown lands.” – Sir Richard Burton

I'm on MoFo for awhile and getting ready to watch a movie...what movie? I am not sure.

right now i am on the movie forum and talking to my father on msn at the same time

Right now I am still on MoFo and still don't know what to watch

Right now im Mofo'in it and Im talking to YODA, for the first time ever, he actually responded to one of my "how ya goings" must of been bored and listening to a song in my head....

uhh... writing in this chat..... there done.
I'm off to pursue my life's dream.

that was a complete waste of a thread.

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