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"I fear that if I had a little sister or daughter and you were my friend, you would constantly lust after her and if she were of weak mind, perhaps suffering from low self-esteem you might take advantage of that, and in an ever-so-subtle passive manner, let your fantasies lead you into having sex with her."
Would you fear a gay male hanging around you? He more than likely won't push sex on you anymore than I would push sex on any child.
Let me put this another way: I do not lust after all children. Just as hetrosexual males do not lust after all women. Or gay males lust after all guys. I'm not a "nymphomaniac", nor do I believe in sex without consent. I do not have fantasies of that nature. I have learned to control my feelings and I am very comfortable with who I am.
Imagine a hetrosexual guy working in an office with a real sexy (but married) woman. Does he throw himself at her every chance he gets?
No, unless he is a real shmuck.
"How old are you?"
I am under 30.
"I've always wondered this too: Do pedophiles want a relationship beyond sex, with the objects of their desire? "
Yes. There can be attachment, love, and all that. I am not exclusively a pedophile however. I enjoy the company of any female.
"Also, when the minor has aged beyond the year of 14, are the feelings of the pedophile gone, thus making them move on to the next young girl? Is this a life-long pattern?"
No, I don't think so. I'll tell you something. When I was in university, I had a relationship with a 12 year-old girl. Now she's 18 and we are to be wed soon, and she is a wonderful young woman. I would never leave her because she is my life partner. She knows who I am and fully accepts me for what and who I am.
"Is there any guilt involved?"
No, because I know I would never put myself into a position that would allow me to cheat on my GF.
"One of those thoughts is that every relative, or friend that I have that has died, is looking down on me, so if I do decide to explore my own body they'll be watching; call it Catholic guilt."
I too have this type of "guilt" you are describing. However, I know who I am and again, I am comfortable.
"Also, how many times have you practiced pedophilia?"
It depends on how you define "pedophillia". If you mean someone under 13 (pre-teen) then the answer is twice. If you mean someone under the legal age of consent in my jurisdiction, then the answer is three times. If you mean someone under the age of 18 while I am an adult, the answer is still three times as I have never been unfaithful to my GF.
"Is there a history of Pedophilia in your family?"
I don't know.