A drama movie from the 90s "I believe"

A man's night on the town in the city, going to gay clubs and meeting people and at one point is taken under a peer where a gay orgy is happing.

While all of this is going on there are cuts of him having a argument with a man inside a home. At the end it turns out the man he was arguing with was his boyfriend, and the boyfriend broke up with him and died. And the night out he was trying to forget about this and trying to deal with this.


I remember it being a good watch and would like to find it thank you!