I’ve realized lately that I CAN’T be something I’m not. Like, people may wish that I could be more serious on here..
Everybody KNOWS.... LIFE JUST SUCKS!
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Being serious is my job You have your job, I have mine. It's in the cosmic scheme of things.
I really feel like it is in the cosmic scheme of things. We all have roles to play in this universe. There's a bunch of serious people here -- I'm here to NOT be so serious.
I think life if a gift too, and I'm beyond privileged to be born in an advanced country and to have a family who support me.
That being said, I often find it really lonely. You put yourself out there and get taken advantage of constantly. I utterly loathe myself a lot of the time too, especially my voice of all things. I used to be painfully shy and even though I give very little attention to what others think of me now and do as I like, it never really goes away.
I genuinely find humour to be the best coping mechanism though. It's a nasty place and you've got to make fun out of yourself. I always remember Joan Rivers saying something like if you can't laugh at yourself, you could miss out on the joke of the century. Weirdly I find me being self deprecating attracts the right kinda people most of the time. But even then I can't help but question why people pay attention to me etc.
Kinda went off on one there, it's very late here and I can't sleep so I'm probably delirious
That being said, I often find it really lonely. You put yourself out there and get taken advantage of constantly. I utterly loathe myself a lot of the time too, especially my voice of all things. I used to be painfully shy and even though I give very little attention to what others think of me now and do as I like, it never really goes away.
I genuinely find humour to be the best coping mechanism though. It's a nasty place and you've got to make fun out of yourself. I always remember Joan Rivers saying something like if you can't laugh at yourself, you could miss out on the joke of the century. Weirdly I find me being self deprecating attracts the right kinda people most of the time. But even then I can't help but question why people pay attention to me etc.
Kinda went off on one there, it's very late here and I can't sleep so I'm probably delirious
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I am a serious person for the most part especially if I don't know the person trying to joke with me...
...I utterly loathe myself a lot of the time too, especially my voice of all things.
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Yeah me too, in real life I sing to our cats and talk to rocks...well mostly I just apologize to them when I dig them up from their cozy resting place in the soil and have to throw them into the woods...I tell the rocks it's OK their going to a better place
I guess it depends on what I am teased about too.. and if I feel like its to the point of harassment.
It's a very specific accent to GB it's kinda like Scottish, but think punched in the throat Scottish
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In all seriousness, that's good. I hope you don't mind me teasing. It's just so fun to tease, and you usually take it in stride (which is cool).
Anyway, I think life is great. By which I do not mean "everything is awesome." I mean life, in and of itself, is good. That we exist is good. I'm glad we do, I'm glad you do. I hope you can be glad about that, too. A crappy day is better than no day.
Anyway, I think life is great. By which I do not mean "everything is awesome." I mean life, in and of itself, is good. That we exist is good. I'm glad we do, I'm glad you do. I hope you can be glad about that, too. A crappy day is better than no day.
I disagree crappy day is better. That just doesn't make sense.
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Why Poland sucks:
- there are like 10 Asian girls your age in your 120k city
- you finally meet one of them
- you talk to her, she seems to like you
- she tells you she's got a boyfriend
- my feels right now:
- there are like 10 Asian girls your age in your 120k city
- you finally meet one of them
- you talk to her, she seems to like you
- she tells you she's got a boyfriend
- my feels right now:
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Look, I'm not judging you - after all, I'm posting here myself, but maybe, just maybe, if you spent less time here and more time watching films, maybe, and I stress, maybe your taste would be of some value. Just a thought, ya know.
Look, I'm not judging you - after all, I'm posting here myself, but maybe, just maybe, if you spent less time here and more time watching films, maybe, and I stress, maybe your taste would be of some value. Just a thought, ya know.
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