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The top 50! Two films that could have made my ballot on a different day, and two very worthy of being up here.
50. Black Swan - I've seen this a good few times and it's amongst my favourite films - for sure top 50 ballot-making, and a great film with a powerful performance from Natalie Portman. A kind of "down the psychological rabbit hole" film where one of those people who are the best in the world at something, and have to work super-hard at it, starts to crack under the pressure of being number 1. I can see myself somewhat there, for I suspect that if I'd worked at being the best in the world at something my fragile mind would have probably broken too - it's a lonely, terrifying, intoxicating and exhausting place to be. I'm not big on ballet - but my lord both The Red Shoes and Black Swan turns the discipline into a riveting allegorical spectacle. Sexuality plays a huge part in this - as some might say, it does in everything. I'm overdue another go at watching Black Swan, which is always a thrill to see.
49. Ex-Machina - I've only managed to get to Ex-Machina recently, and have only seen it once, but I really enjoyed it a lot and look forward to seeing it again, for it's definitely a film I want to see again. I must admit to being a big fan of Domhnall Gleeson - he elevates any film he appears in, and should be appearing himself in more films down the road in this Countdown. Oscar Isaac and Alicia Vikander round out a film where sex plays another prominent part, along with an interesting meditation of the 'Turing Test' and beyond whereupon an artificial intelligence could possibly prove it has attained consciousness. It fascinates me, because I know this is where we are heading, and as such it's an issue humanity is going to confront - perhaps with trouble - one day down the road. I also like Garland's Annihilation and Men, but I seem to be in the minority there.
Seen 44/52
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My movie ratings often go up or down a point or two after more reflection, research and rewatches.