I knew something was up and that you were pushed extra far. Maybe you didn't mean to do and say what you did, but I'm sure you had your reasons for reacting. Sometimes it's hard to hold back. A lot of things can collide with each other and I know it all too well...
I think we can all relate and I don't think you did anything that can't be forgived. Especially now that we know how you feel yourself now looking back.
Don't worry, Beatle! You're great!
Thanks, MM.
As always, you're the one supporting me the most.
In all honesty, the number one reason for what I did was that I hate hypocrisy. It expolded in that one moment. I just couldn't take it any more. I mean, I really did feel a lot of times in life, as well as here, when someone was bugging me,you know,a querellous person, an agressive one, to tell them to go anf f* themselves. But I didn't, and wasn't pleased with myself doing so, or rather not doing anything - I just snapped,I guess we all do at some point. So, as contradictory as that may sound, I'm sort of proud of what I did, that's why I didn't explicitely ask for it to be deleted. But of course that it was again you who was the 1st to respond giving me the most sound and reasonable advice - just ignore them. At that moment I simply couldn't any more. I've been OK since then, and it looks like it's gonna continue.
I admit I am worried about certain people here not being able to forgive me. But what can I do? Only so much, especially since I don't even dare to apologize to some through PM. I'm afraid if they don't reply, then that's it.