Wauw, I really enjoyed reading this one, JayDee! I'm so sorry to hear the struggles you've had, referring here to what was beyond writing the review. Get better as fast as possible my friend, MoFo cannot go on without JayDee at least popping in once in a while and shutting it all down with these great reviews!
In connection to the review, I must say I sort of feel you struggle to gather all your thoughts and put them into this review. I, myself, had the same problem with cooking it down to a review I would accept, and that turned every aspect I wanted, but without going on forever. I can really feel all the thoughts you have had, and I defiantly have a clear idea of how and why you think of it as you do. And I agree with a lot of what you said here.
I hope my review partly inspired you to keep at it back them, and finally finish and release it in all of its glory! Oh, and btw.., Personally I actually gave this film a the first time around, as you almost did as well. I ended on a very light after a second viewing, which led to my ultimate rating and review... But yeah, I'm still not sure what to feel of this film. - And now I got PTA's new film on my mind as the new big puzzle to solve and put into a decent review. Damn.
But anyways, great work as always JayDee, I will eagerly look forward to the next one - though I do hope you priortize you health and better-self before anything else! take care and get better
In connection to the review, I must say I sort of feel you struggle to gather all your thoughts and put them into this review. I, myself, had the same problem with cooking it down to a review I would accept, and that turned every aspect I wanted, but without going on forever. I can really feel all the thoughts you have had, and I defiantly have a clear idea of how and why you think of it as you do. And I agree with a lot of what you said here.
I hope my review partly inspired you to keep at it back them, and finally finish and release it in all of its glory! Oh, and btw.., Personally I actually gave this film a the first time around, as you almost did as well. I ended on a very light after a second viewing, which led to my ultimate rating and review... But yeah, I'm still not sure what to feel of this film. - And now I got PTA's new film on my mind as the new big puzzle to solve and put into a decent review. Damn.
But anyways, great work as always JayDee, I will eagerly look forward to the next one - though I do hope you priortize you health and better-self before anything else! take care and get better