He doesn't mean it because he has different methods in his mind. Matt the Impaler! Impales people on his drumsticks, killing every button-pusher in the world! Run away, @
Swan!
Seriously, though, it's cool you contributed to the making of a documentary, @
matt72582. Am I to understand you asked her to help you find a job and she didn't reply? For your own sanity, I'd recommend taking it easy. Maybe she missed your message. Do not assume malice when something can be explained in another way.
I'm not sure if she'll use it, but Jessica Berman Bogdan got my message. She'd have to pay $10,000 to license a minute of that, but found it for her, and only asked if she could help me out -- give me grunt work - the work she has no time for, the work that's too monotonous, or just some tips/help, something.. Na. She got what she wanted, and that was that.
In October, Raymond Schillinger replied to me on a message board similar to this about making a documentary on Mort Sahl. He sent private messages telling me he was in the business, and that he could help me, so I looked him up.. I wrote him back, he didn't reply for quite a while, so I sent him a PM through the board, saying something like, "I've had problems with e-mail (just as an excuse), wondering if you got my message"... Immediately after, he suddenly sends me a message apologizing. 2 days later, Mort Sahl died. He said, "I'm still willing to help", so I spent the next 2 days (no sleep) with a completely different idea (since I couldn't interview Mort, which was the basic theme in the doc)... He'd come out with a newspaper and satirize. I've been collecting every old newspaper for years, so I was going to flip it.. I'd read (and refresh) Mort's mind with something from the 1950s, and then quote him in the 70s to find out the difference, or to mention the current "thing", tons of questions.. Anyway, he doesn't reply, either, but this time, I didn't bother to ask if he got my e-mail. He got it. These people are cowards. They're not even people! I hate e-mail... I miss the day you could get in someone's face. I'm not a violent person, but let's say I've never lost a fight with fists, and my heart is beating so fast and angrily, I think its best to stay home indefinitely, because if someone pisses me off, I'm throwing fists. It's not like I have anything to lose.