What are you doing at this very moment?

Really does suck especially for my 3 kids. I think for a long time I have just been waiting for the truth. Thanks for the comment Mark because I just realized I have anyone to talk too. Other then my brother Harry I have put all my friends aside to start my family.

Contemplating my future. I'm at a very bad place right now. This year has started off badly to say the least. Accusations are a huge weapon whether or not they are justified. The accusations pointed at me are nothing short of terrible. I just don't know how to deal with these things and I am not sure where it's all gone wrong. What I do know is that you can never truly trust somebody you THINK you are close with. Some people want to see you fail in life no matter what, and it is extremely important to realise that before it's the end. My best advice for my fellow Mofos is not to trust anyone. It's a common philosophy but so true. When you think everything is alright it doesn't always mean that. You can be the nicest person in the world and you can always be the type of person to strive to do the right thing but at the end of the day, there are people out there with their own problems and insecurities and they want to project that onto you in order to demonise you in some really messed up way. It's ruthless but there are people out there who won't think twice about such things. The moment you suspect that, you end all ties with that person no matter what. Just some advice.

Trying to wrap my head around being home again... thankfully my 3rd job is over for now... as well as a 3 day stay in the hospital...