I wrote it here because Ash felt it wasn't appropriate to feel nothing for people who have died. If there was a deeper emotional connection there the loss of such a person would have come as a great shock. This wasn't the case, so let's assume the lack of response was a direct result of the man's behavior while he was alive. Or maybe I'm just projecting. If you really did love your father Ash I'm sorry for your loss.
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