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cricket You expressed an interest in knowing my thoughts on this one, so here it is.
This was a hard watch, because I have a tough time watching Jake Gyllenhaal suffer. I tend to
feel that guy, if you know what I mean, so if he cries, I cry. And I had to be in a state where it's ok to get put through the ringer, and I was. Put through the ringer.
Putting the fate aspect for a second, where it got super real for me was when they took the gauze off for the first time. When I was 16, my dad had an accident in which an 18 wheeler didn't see him on his bicycle, forgot to indicate, and dragged him for a while underneath his vehicle. My mother was in too much shock to drive, so with a learner's license, I drove us to the hospital, where I got there just in time to see bits of my dad's leg fall from his body to the floor. It's the only time I ever heard my dad scream. So, when Jake Gyllenhaal screamed in that moment, I was transported in time almost, and could even smell the hospital. It was at a time when my dad and I had a bit of a tough relationship, and I'd been quietly wishing him ill, so when it actually happened, I felt guilty, and then...seeing that and hearing him scream. Jesus. And then that scene...
There were a few tough as **** scenes to watch. When he's pushing his girlfriend away, yet he needs her so badly...the "SOMEONE HIT ME!" part...that was really tough...and when he's dragging his own ass across the street. And then, when he remembers...
****ing. Done.
Yeah, I loved this movie. But it was a tough watch. Tatiana Maslany delivered too. I like her in Orphan Black, so...I wasn't disappointed. She can hold her own against Jake Gyllenhaal.