Othelo
12-19-06, 12:49 PM
Well time for me to unload.
I just had a minor panic attack, something that hasn't happened in a very long time and only three other times that I can remember. I haven't pinpoint the cause yet, but holiday stress is definitely one factor, from my posts before you may be able to infer what the other contributing factors may be. I'm not sure why I am posting this, I think a lot of it has to do with the overwhelming amount of support others have shown in times of crisis, I guess I just need to be "talked down." When this has happened before the feeling usually lasts a few days, some restless sleep and a bit of hermiting usually helps.
I really want a drink right now, just a shot to calm me or a glass of wine to mellow me out. I have been chain smoking for the last hour or so, bad because I quit just over a year ago, but good because it keeps me from engaging in primal scream therapy and I have neighbors with sensitive ears :)
I ask for a kind word, that's it. No counseling no delving into my psyche, just say something nice. It will be appreciated very much.
This too shall pass...
I just had a minor panic attack, something that hasn't happened in a very long time and only three other times that I can remember. I haven't pinpoint the cause yet, but holiday stress is definitely one factor, from my posts before you may be able to infer what the other contributing factors may be. I'm not sure why I am posting this, I think a lot of it has to do with the overwhelming amount of support others have shown in times of crisis, I guess I just need to be "talked down." When this has happened before the feeling usually lasts a few days, some restless sleep and a bit of hermiting usually helps.
I really want a drink right now, just a shot to calm me or a glass of wine to mellow me out. I have been chain smoking for the last hour or so, bad because I quit just over a year ago, but good because it keeps me from engaging in primal scream therapy and I have neighbors with sensitive ears :)
I ask for a kind word, that's it. No counseling no delving into my psyche, just say something nice. It will be appreciated very much.
This too shall pass...